Monday, April 24, 2017

long lost things

actually, this issue is an old issue and had already talked many months ago
and already well ended at that time

but, that issue comes again and after all this time, i still hate it
and i still can't do anything and hope everything done like i want
no that's too naive

i'm naive
believe that was ended well and case already close
and i was 'telan bulat-bulat' what he said
all of them i swallow it

and here we go again
i face the same thing (again)
saw someone matters in your life, done something you hate the most
just fall into pieces
everything was fine, just me that was not fine

seeking the truths and fine other good things in them
but seems i'm in the denial stage about these things & him

well, am i too narrow minded for all of these things?
do i have to give them try to accept the things i hate?
idk either